I can’t believe it’s been a year without you.
I can’t believe it’s been a year. Sometimes I still think I hear you. I feel like I was holding you just yesterday. People said it would get better, that time heals all wounds. But I don’t think a lifetime is long enough to get over you.
I still feel gutted and hollow.
I wanted to make a video worthy of you today, but I just couldn’t get myself to do it.
Anytime I am still long enough to think about you without distraction I feel like my heart is torn out all over again.
I’ve been pushing even harder since you left, Boo. And I am so very, very tired.
The channel is not the same without you. My life will never be the same without you. You were a bringer of joy. A force of sheer presence. You never let all of the challenges imposed upon you by humans hold you back.
Do you are forever in my heart. And I know you touch the hearts of so many around the world. Your example has saved so many animals, who deserve joy happiness and freedom as much as you did.
I will keep fighting for them and carry you with me. And I will keep sharing your story to continue your legacy.
See the this video to learn more about this incredible being whom I was so fortunate to have in my life.
— Emily Moran Barwick